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Spooky Halloween Fashion Story

10/31/2018

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 A Story of One Girls' Curiosity leading to her doom...

Welcome to the new A-Cute Blog format where we talk about all things cute.  Today's story is about fashion, handmade and a little unsettling to fit this time of year!  We hope you truly enjoy this comic book, fun style it and don't forget to check out all items featured in the blog to shop and or create your own look!
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Shhhhhhh.....

Don't tell anyone I'm here, its a secret..

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But my outfit isn't!
(click this photo to shop our beanie!)

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But wait, check out all of these treasures in here!

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Checkout all the info below for details, including this handmade hat by yours truly.

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Check this out,is it hand crafted?

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It is!  Haley Rose Studios makes gorgeous hand bound books.
​Wait, do you hear that?!
​(Click the photo for Haley's instagram!)

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Ahhhhhh!!!

What happened that day we may never know.  What we do know is where this look came from- check out the tag below to recreate or mix and match from this set!


Hat:  Handmade by us, A-Cute Design (avialible in the shop!) pattern by wistle and ivy
Earrings:  Vintage Find
Necklace: Old Scool from Kohls
Sweater:  TJ Maxx
Skirt:  Good Will Score, brand is Liz Claiborne
Lipstick: Kat Von D Everlasting Liquid lipstick in outlaw-Brick red
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Feel The Love

9/20/2018

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A Bog Inspired By Community
OML 2018
Part 3 of 3
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Can't get enough of that OML Swag!

  My final installment of this three part series is about community, which in my opinion is the best way to recap my experience from OML 2018 because if you were there, you know that’s what it truly was all about!  I honestly don’t know where to begin and cannot articulate or sum up my feelings about our beautiful maker community and how the event changed me as a maker and a person.
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 I’ve mentioned it before but I was completely taken aback by the buzz of our community when I went to the event.  I’m not sure if it’s from being burned by so many friends, or confidence issues (more likely a combination of both) but I was leary and had no idea this event would be filled with so much joy and support.  I hope my perspective touches you as a maker. To grow, to reach out, connect, love and share. We are all in this together and couldn’t do it alone!

 The foundation of my journey began with the wonderful Shannon of @channoncreates_ and Darian of @knittingbydarian sharing an air b&b the night before.  I talked to them via insta but had no idea what to expect when meeting them, and when Darian came down to greet me, I knew I’d found a kindred spirit to my own.  Darian is such a hard worker, she’s funny as hell, empathetic and just has such great vibes. Shannon is a 5” force to be reckoned with! She is fearless and so talented, I can’t wait to see where each of their journeys take them and I’ so grateful to have made new friendships through this experience.

 My gratitude toward them cannot be fully expressed, me being so nervous.  To be real I have idolized certain people in our community on social media. I idolized, wondered why I wasn’t getting any recognition and was feeling like a failure.  My comparison was eating my alive and I was doing it all to myself. I walked in to the event with these feelings and left a different person.
 
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Roomies!!
@Shannoncreates_ @Knittingbydarian @A_Cute_Design

 I saved messages and memories from this event that I will always treasure.  My momentos keep me in this time where my mind transformed, my heart opened and so did my possibilities.  I like to think this jelousy I just spoke of turned to joy. So please know, this community is here for you.  If you are a maker, fiber artist- whatever it may be, there is a world of love and support just waiting for you to open up to.
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 So yes, back to the event, I was super nervous. I avoided the camera, and then in all the beautiful photos Katelyn Todd Photography took, I was only in the group shot.  But that’s ok, I have these memories and I know where and How I can grow. Sitting at this conference I realized how afraid I was and how much I was holding back. Today, I realized I was doing this in all aspects of my life and it brought me to tears.  This experience lead to so much opportunity and openness in my life. This is all part of my story now. Because of this event I am pushing through my fears and making my biggest goals a reality. So yes I was moved by this event when I was there, but also it’s motivated me afterward and I’m loving where my business is going.

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Our Group Shot, taken by the talented Katelyn Todd Photography

 I have a new segment I’m growing with Darian called “Manic Makers” where we talk all things crazy business related, I’ve been growing my blog, started custom tags(and the amazing #hatnothate campaign) have new etsy listings and more charity projects in the works which is something I am very passionate about.  I have the confidence to pursue the markets I hold in high regard and have some big dreams that I’m working real hard on making a reality.

 I’ve seen the growth in my business, but more importantly I’ve connected to some amazing friends in the last few months.  I feel like I’m building relationships with “my people” and figuring out who I am and what I want my brand to really be. Maybe these are things most people have figured out long ago, but I’m grateful for my journey.  I’m grateful for you, who is reading this. I’m overwhelmed and treasure you all dearly.

 I am very dedicated to my business and I don’t think that will change, but more importantly I've learned I need to allow myself dream!  Allow myself to go there (like Jessica mentioned) and to make it reality (like Brittany showed us). I’ve now gained the confidence to quit my part time job that takes away from my business and give myself permission to figure out what my real dreams are, what I’d like to build with my creative mind.  This community lifted me up and showed my whatever troubled past I’ve had I can conquer. I can make the creative living I desire and an income made of self expression to be proud of.
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 I recognize there’s something still untapped or under realized in my work.  I’ve hired a photographer to help lift some editing burden and have a marketing expert helping me figure these things out!  I’ve also realized community drives me. Each of my friends, all of these new conversations and collaborations really fuel my heart and soul.  I’d like to thank each one of you for being my friend and I can’t see where this wild ride ends up.

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New ventures I'm holding Myself to in order to grow my business
Using more luxury yarn:
​Malibrigo!
Diving more into patterns:
Tested for @shannoncreates, @woodsandwoolpatternnext and @the.hook.nook goals for the spring
  Because of OML I can be me!  I am different, I have something new and exciting to offer.  I am worthy and capable, and so are you!
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  Thank you again to everyone below that make Our Maker Life what it is.  I am your biggest advocate, I cant thank you enough and am pumped for next summer!
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Founders
@northknits
@knitbrooks
@country.pine.designs
@la.reserve.design
@loopsandthreads

Key Note Speakers
@bhooked
@the.hook.nook

Sponsors
-We are knitters
-Love Crafts
-Koigu
-Sugar Bush Yarns
-Knitcrate
-Lion Brand Yarn
-Joann

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Take Action!

7/27/2018

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A Bog Inspired By Key Note Speaker Brittany of BHOOKED, OML 2018
Part 2 of 3

 Welcome to the second part, of my three part series detailing my experience from OML 2018 in Chicago, IL.  This week is all about the first keynote speaker from the event, Brittany of “Bhooked”. If her words didn’t inspire you to get up, get moving and make thing happen for your business, I don’t know what would!

 “If we don’t know where we are going, we will never get there” Brittany reminded us all in her direct, and oh so inspiring speech.  I was so appreciative how straight to the point this talk was and that she gave practical advice that we could put into practice, both in our lives and in our business!  She does the same in her podcasts as well, which I’ve recently fallen in love with and are the perfect thing to crochet to and contemplate your business.

 I know if it take Brittany’s advice and “Make my Dream a Priority” while following these awesome steps she gave us I can only succeed.  Her moment in front of the crowd basically gave me permission to dream big. Realizing I can design patterns if I put my mind to it, I could Dye yarn- I CAN START WRITING ON MY BLOG MORE!  I now feel like I have a greater sense of direction and a belief I can do so because of her words.

  This is Brittany's advice for making your dreams a reality and our combined thoughts on each subject(taking what she said and combining it with my reflections).  This is a grat step by step process to guide you along making your dreams a reality, and every small business could benefit from this advice.
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Click On Brittany's Photo to visit her podcast, I've had a great time listening and I'm so excited to discover more!

1. Brainstorm Session (Create/Commit/Refine)
 The very first step she talked about hit me like a ton of bricks.  Why have I been limiting myself of been stuck in the mindset where I’m not worthy of dreaming?  Having this breakthrough opened the floodgates of creativity and options for the future of my business.  
 Take time to dream, commit to those ideas and refine them.  She is giving this advice for your year of business going forward, and I intend to have the “Big Session” for this after my big selling season is complete this winter.  But I do have immediate things to be working on where this checklist will work for too!

2.  Build Your Support System
 This one made me turn inward a bit.  I’m a person who tries to do everything on my own.  I basically raised myself and don’t naturally, or even really know how to ask others for help.
 It’s made me realize how wonderful my partner is, and that I need to trust and open up to those around me.  Like dreaming, I don’t know what will happen until I try. P.s. shout out to my grandma for being my new proofreader, she’s always my biggest supporter and my bff!


3.  Identify Problem: Create a Solution
 My biggest problem in the past with dreaming big has been in the details.  I have “x”, or “y” idea and then convince myself I don’t have the money, resources, talent, intelect etc.  But you just need to take the first step. And that’s a big one for me- take the emotions or “what if’s” out of the situation, identify the major ways you can make this dream a reality and accomplish those steps.  Take action! Identify whats standing in your way and what you need to do to make this goal a reality. It’s possible for me, and it’s possible for you.

4.  Create a checklist
 Brittany suggested 5-10 things per category(or goal) when creating a checklist.  Break down the action, outline, bullet point and work though the details. Lists usually expand but if you outline those big ones you have a go to and it might change but you are working on it!  This is one of the things I will be combing through with a fine tooth.
 Where do I brainstorm?  Where do I write down final ideas?  I always have so many. I do love a good sticky note system on the wall so I can visually see things so I’ll have some work to do in the studio.  I also love the physicality of writing and I’ve discovered the enjoyment of writing my blogs out by hand, then when I type them it’s like a proofread.

5.  Reserve time for items on your list  (Schedule and commit)
 Funny thing is, I got a planner at the beginning of the year to do just this- schedule in the time and make it happen.  I definitely wasn’t as organized as all of Brittany’s advice is and again, I got really caught up in details and discouraged if things moved, or took longer than expected.   Perseverance is another thing I’ll be working on, this is my dream, it’s worth it and sometime you just need to push through to get those results. As long as I work my hardest and refuse to become complacent everything will be ok!

6.  Give yourself a deadline
 Seams simple right?  But probably the easiest thing to put on the back burner.  When you give tasks a deadline, you are taking them seriously, locking into that commitment as opposed to treating your business you are so passionate about like a hobby (which most of us still create as a hobby too, am I right?).
 Do deadlines change?  Sure. it’s fine to re-adjust but don’t sell yourself short.  Go for the big things, make them happen and one day you will look back in amazement as to what you’ve accomplished.



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Two books Recommended by Brittany, and one I'm reading 'Handmade to Sell" looking forward to reading all the things!
(each can be found on Amazon)

Additional Thoughts
 What I love most about Brittany’s message is how practical and straightforward it was, while challenging me emotionally and personally, which is basically what I’ve reflected on here.  As you now know, I tend to get stuck on the emotional side of my business and because these instructions are so direct, I feel like they will really help me push through a lot of what I struggle with and just focus on the work and tasks ahead.  She reminded me I can make my dreams a reality and that I am doing an amazing job.
 This speech made me evaluate what I’m doing well, where I can grow and made me realize I’m looking forward to the parts of myself that I still have yet to discover.  I know my busy(and most exciting) season of selling and making is ahead of me and while I need to stick to my initial plan I’m still dreaming and keeping my options open.  But now I know where I need to be headed and when I can start planning out those big ideas in my head. There's so much more ahead of us friends, both in life and in our passions.  I’m hoping we all have the bravery to do the best we can to make all of our dreams a reality.
-Jenna
Disclaimer
 I actually wanted to share with everyone what my next plans are in detail, but you are a trooper by hanging in there this long!  I will write about this after my OML series, so I can marinate on these ideas and hopefully express them more eloquently as I keep writing.

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As you can see I really filled up the page from Brittany's words, love having these to look back on!

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Being Fearlessly You

7/22/2018

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A Blog Inspired by Key Note Speaker: Jessica Cary of The Hook Nook, OML 2018
Part 1 of 3

  This is a three part series inspired by my experience at OML 2018 (Our Maker Life).  A maker movement, and annual meet up of makers, primarily fiber artists. My inspiration came from the people around me.  It was a beautiful and overwhelming experience all in one. I am so grateful to everyone that made this event and attended and I can’t wait for 2019!  
 Being a thicc, tattooed, neon haired girl that’s slightly older than those in my community continually sat in the back of my  mind saying, “You are different” therefore, “You do not belong”. I’ve gone through seasons of conforming my work where I feel like a copycat and seasons of being discouraged (sadly mostly this year, which I’ll get into in the third part of this series) seasons of being disconnected and not feeling like my work is my own, all while hiding who i am(what I look like, how I feel) from the world and not thinking I’m enough.
 Then I step into OML 2018 at the Low Res Studio in Chicago and my life is transformed, I’m so emotional and grateful that I could hardly breathe my way thought it, let alone have a bunch of conversations with people.  SHOUT OUT TO THOSE FRIENDS I DID MAKE THOUGH, I LOVE YOU ALL DEARLY WHETHER WE TALKED IN PERSON OR CONNECTED AFTER THE EVENT!
 So, in a nutshell I am here to share and to pass on Jessica’s from the Hook Nook’s message that if you feel or have felt the way I do, the world is so much brighter on the other side of darkness friends and when she spoke about this, I think the entire room was in tears.
 Why have I let demons, abusers and naysayers from my past define my current truth?  WHat I realized is, this is in my own hands and it’s so precious. I try to take care of myself and my life (i.e. cats and boyfriend) the best way I can and run my business with so much passion, I’m constantly thinking of it (working on breaks people).  I put myself through school, have a published thesis from my master’s degree, so I’m not “dumb” like I may believe- I am capable, I am creative, I am worthy.
 I don’t have the easiest past, and actually the day before OML was my four year anniversary of my brother’s suicide.  I thought of backing out of this event time after time thinking I wouldn’t fit in, but thankfully I had the courage to go and was exactly what I needed to bring happy memories into this time of year.  For that alone I am extremely thankful. (Shout out to Darian and Shannon for letting me stay at your air b&b, I'll get to you gals in the third installment of this series!)
 Thank you to every single person that organized, sponsored, spoke, volunteered, and attended this event- you are a true inspiration.  In the first part of this reflective series I want to thank Jessica from the bottom of my heart for reminding me “I am who I am meant to be”.  That, that is special and no one else is like me. My work doesn’t need to be different, it’ll evolve(saying that to myself over and over because I just got the chills).  My weight or looks that I’ve struggled with for my life doesn’t need to change out of insecurity and I don’t need to find other ways of employment, I am great just doing me and need to enjoy and celebrate that fact.
 My life challenges don’t define me, but how I persevere and show others how they can do the same, does.  Realizing you have a space in this world is game changing. I do take up beautiful space and I’m not a burden like I’ve grown up thinking.  This isn’t where my story ends, but where it begins and I’m taking huge leaps to not live in that headspace any longer. Like Jessica said it’s about “Knowing there’s more and it’s up to me(you) to make it happen” is a powerful thought.  When you grow up in a less than ideal home you believe you aren’t worthy, but we all are!
 In the next post I will talk about some of my desires, plans and steps I’ll take to make my dreams become a reality.  Truthfully I really don’t have these things figured out, but i will continue to THINK BIG!!! And so should too you cutie (insert emoji kiss here).
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(I tend to have overwhelming anxiety and couldn’t bring my meds to Florida.  The rebound from this instance was so quick though, it gave me true belief in my path for myself and my business.  I apologize if this seems disjointed from the first section but I felt the need to share my entire “truth”).
 The first part of my blog entry was a breakthrough phase, the encouragement that deeply touched me and this is the other side of the coin.  When reality sets in and real life begins again. I often feel like this existence of extremes, please leave me a comment if you ever feel the same!
 This often happens after a positive span of time in life, it’s like the demons creep in and tell me it was all a fairy tale, that I dreamed it up.  Honestly I can’t remember the last time I was this inspired and happy and today(exactly a week later) I feel like everything came crumbling down around me.  Am I really sharing this? Is what I’m doing really matters? Are people going to even engage now that the excitement of the event is over?
So, I’m trying to tell myself truths, and this is what I have so far…
-I’ve gotten through so much in life, so I know I can try my hardest to replace these breakdowns with positive thoughts and energy. -My abusive and lonesome childhood doesn’t define me. -My past eating disorders or current weight don’t define me. -The lost of so many loved ones, including my father and brother doesn’t define me.  But this is one I’m determined to make something out of by honoring them. -Nay sayers or critiques don’t define me, including those that diminish my path. -These emotional overloads are ok, and one day these will be a strength of mine (and aren’t I already turning it around by sharing?!) -I have great support which will only continue to grow.
 It’s time to wipe all of those and more false beliefs out of my system, stop believing in these dark ideals that sneak up on me, and penetrate my brain trying to convince me they are real.  I am facing my past, and how it affects my future. I may not have it all figured out but I am giving an effort.
 This is where expressing myself really comes in, and it’s one of the main things I’ve been reflecting on the last week or so.  Whether it is through my appearance with crazy hair and tattoos, or performing, or dreaming big with my fiber business. I feel like I can now explore all of these sides of myself that make me the healthiest and most balanced version of myself.
 At my core I’m such a serious, sensitive and emotional creature(my tarot cards always say I’m enlightened) and the truth is I’m not really comfortable around people until I realize there is no threat and I can loosen up.  I’m hard on myself for how I acted at OML and that’s another story, but one thing I know is I don’t want to live with regrets so I’ve turned that into an opportunity next year(because there is no question about me going) and to be grateful for the inspiration and experiences I had.  It’s hard when you feel like you didn’t take full advantage of the opportunity but to those that were shy like me- there's next year babes!
 As I finish up this ending rant, I am reminded that my journey is my own and for that it is special.  I also climbed myself out of the darkness fairly quickly after this breakdown and that says a lot for me.   I am special and I am worthy-AND SO ARE YOU!

Thank you again to ALL of those involved in OML, until the next post friends:)

 

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Crocheting by the Pool
This photo took so much courage for me to post, I love it so much and I'm proud I was brave to put just who I am out there to the world!
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From Jessica's Latest blog...
I think most, if not all where feeling the emotions during her talk!  I was so choked up and to look around the room and see everyone drying their eyes was beautiful.
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From Jessica's Blog...
I was so nervous to meet these huge makers and they made it so much fun! Even though I wasn't able to fully open up I will treasure this photo forever!
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From Jessica's Blog...
So inspiring to be, and do you!  I am so guilty of thinking I can't have anything I make or don't have time.  We all have time to treat ourselves and feel special so don't forget that!
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The Photo I posted from Chicago!
This felt crazy to post but it was the creative idea I had and I'm so crazy I took the chance.  This really feels like me and inspired so much photography I explored during my Florida vacation!
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My Notes From Jessica's Talk
Before I started choking up and could actually write
(yeah you know the notes are pink color coded to match her hair!)

For Reference, Jessica's blog is:

http://www.thehooknooklife.com/blog

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Great Giveaway!  Temporary Shop Closing and                                        Summer Plans

7/3/2018

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 I’ve loved featuring other maker’s, it’s one of my most favorite things I’ve done with my business thus far.

​ It was a great way to end the beginning of summer before my shop goes on vacation for the most of the summer.


 I want to take the time to thanks all the makers that participated!  What a beautiful package we made together. Hopefully everyone made some friends along the way and I know we made for one happy winner!

 We have a bit of business and personal traveling going on this month and have been looking forward to it for some time.  From my best friends 4th of July celebration on the lake, Chicago for “Our Maker Life” meetup, and Florida for a few weeks, it’s going to be a great month!  I’m also in full production mode for the convention in August so I won’t be posting as much on social media, though I’m not sure how I can not post at all. Either way it will be a relaxing and productive month.
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 The third week in August will be the kick off of the fall season so we are nose to the grindstone but still trying to enjoy these new and fun experiences.  We have some huge goals for this holiday season and cannot wait to see where our creative work takes us. 
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 We will still be online and will be sharing all of our new creations(there's so much in this head of mine!).  So yes, still posting but not on as rigorous of as a schedule. Here’s to a great rest of the summer and feel free to reach out if you ever have any questions about my work :)
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My response from the giveaway:)
Thank you for my friends Laura and Samantha for helping with this shoot!
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New cozies design for the tattoo convention, I'm so proud of these and can't wait to share them in public!
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From the "Our Maker Life" Blog, can't wait to meet so many amazing makers in less than 2 weeks!
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I may not be posting as much, but I will be over here scaring the crap out of myself and taking risks I'm terrified of!
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THANKS! Giving Giveaway 2017!!

11/21/2017

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I Wanted to do my first huge online giveaway and when approaching so many sale days in retail and being as grateful as I am for all of the support I thought this was the perfect time!  I’d like to celebrate the growth of my business this year and my amazing supporters, customers and returning customers(you know who you are and I looove u!!).
 Please refer to this blog post anytime for guidance and always let me know if you have any questions!  I will be posting up to several times a day to show you NEW items that are available and ready for purchase on my Etsy account at www.etsy.shop/anothercutedesin.  As of now all items that are available in my shop are available to you before the holidays and are perfect for gifts or to treat yourself!
 On Etsy I have a Thanks!2017 section where you can see items for on discount.   While all items in shop are eligible for the gift with purchase.
So there are two different Gifts/Giveaways...
  1. Gift With Purchase (of over $25) You can choose (one will be chosen for you if not notified) between a hair bow or mug cozy with purchase.  Photos are on this blog and social media.
  2. GIVEAWAY this is so exciting!!  You can choose ANY hay OR cowl design available in our shop.  You will have tons of opportunities to enter so keep up with all our posts!
When
Wednesday November 22, 2017 9 am- Tuesday November 28th, 2017 11:59 pm
How it works…
Gift with purchase
-Purchase any item in our shop from 11/22-11-28 that is over $25, and receive your choice of free gift.  Please indicate in the notes if you would like to receive a hair bow or mug cozy and if you have a preferred color way, I will do my best to try to match your request with the current stock I have.


Hat or Cowl Giveaway

-Multiple ways to enter to win a hat or cowl of your choice, winner will be drawn on Thursday November 29th, 2017

With each daily post you can do the following, each action counts as an entry!
  • Share the post on your feed (instagram or facebook)
  • Tag friends that you think would love the item (each friend is an entry!)
  • Each purchase you make enters you as well
Feel free to share on facebook or instagram!!
Details
-All items will ship on or before Friday December 8th, depending on availability of item.  I have reflected that in the shipping time on my items in my shop.
-I will be trying to ship before this time period but want to be realistic with other orders and market prep that I am currently doing.
-You can still custom order colors or sizes during this time, just message me as soon as possible.

Thank you so much for reading :)  I really hope these gifts can show how appreciative I am and that you and your loved ones will love my new products.  Enjoy and Happy Holidays!!

You can also like or comment on this blog post for an entry!! (congrats for making it through!)

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Hair Bow Gift

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Stitch Style for all Pom Hats

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Beautiful Client Danielle in her beanie!!

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*New Items just uploaded and cozy option for giveaway

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A Rant on a Novel I'm reading

10/24/2017

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My lanta, I’ve been meaning to write a blog for literally two months and today it’s happening, wherever this posts leads.  I tend to have all of these ideas and inspirations and when it comes time to executing, I just have more ideas, lol.  I’m ready to pursue more, create more, love more and just enjoy it all.


I don’t think I’ve done a post like this before and I have a million other topics to share, but I was inspired by a novel today, titled “Hello Sunshine”, by Laura Dave.  This was a culinary/finding yourself type book that looked great since my boyfriend and I are on a current top chef binge(yeah, from the beginning!). I thought it was a good way to use my brain instead of watching T.V. and receive that culinary/creative feeling.  I finished the book and will return it to the library, but it really got me thinking of how I put so much emphasis on my online presence when it comes to my creative/business account and how I just need to enjoy and focus on the positive in general.

Since I was so exhausted from the cider mill Sunday(which keeps getting better and better each sunday and truly feels amazing).  I let myself lounge around with my cats and read this morning and then watched some of my fav you-tubers, and the down time was just what I needed.  I feel clear headed, re-inspired and that I can conquer the week ahead.  So back to the topic, online content.  Below I’ve just stated a quote and how I related to it.  If you feel the same as a creative or online presence I’d love to hear your thoughts!

Quote:  “That was the Cost of my curated life.  I had no clue where I’d gotten so lost”

So to set this up, the main character was a youtube/celebrity chef that was finally getting her big break.  That came to an end when she was hacked and her true identity was revealed as an absolute fraud.

This quote in particular made me think of where my attention is most of the time.  I don’t think I try to put a false persona out into the world, I actually try to be very open and honest.  Like most artists I am aware of my content and try to make it the best it can be, but content aside it’s the time- especially mentally that I devote to primarily my instagram account(because I love the visual aspect so much!).

How many times have I not looked up at a special moment, or given my boyfriend a cheek when he tries to kiss me because I’m worried about a filter or announcement?  I do care about my business and growing it, obviously since I’m pursuing it full time now, but It can't take over my complete existence.  I can and will work hard at it but if I don’t pay attention to the other moments of my life and enjoy them then not only myself, but my work will be lacking as well.

Idea:  Living a well-rounded life benefits not only my quality of life but will be reflected in my work as well.

Quote:  “It was still trying to figure out what we lost in broadcasting our lives for everyone else's consumption.  Before we took the time, you know, to figure out what we wanted our lives to add up to.”

 It took me 30 years to figure out what I wanted to do with my life, i just always knew what i was doing then wasn’t what I wanted.  I’ve always been hiding, questioning, feeling trapped.  Reading this quote made me think I am living the life I want and I need to seize it! I still struggle with anxiety, depression, fear and all of that- but I refuse to not try all my might by fighting against them!

It also made me think of why do I care so much about followers?  I love connecting my people and nothing feels better then when someone likes my work but if these are non-engaged followers, at a whopping 300 who cares!  Do what you love and it will come.

There a difference between wanting and cultivating your success and being obsessed with popularity, and that’s what this may be to me.  A cry for popularity complex like I had in high school, well that got me real far!  It kept me from real connections and friendships for sure, it’s not something I want to happen in my business and adult life as well.

I would also love for my business to be primarily online, but I realize this is not what’s best for me.  I really enjoy(after my nerves calm down) when people like and interact with my work.  Like right now, I’m about to teach a class in the elementary school and I’m soooo nervous.  I know after I get there and hang out with a gang of 5 year olds I will come back all smiles.  It’s the time leading up, it’s outside my comfort zone and while it’s uncomfortable, it’s what's helping me grow tremendously.

Idea:  Do what makes you uncomfortable, focus on your work and doing the best job you can.  The success is coming and by focusing on it, it will happen,

Quote:  “There was a lesson in that, which Z had taught me, about what we should pay attention to instead.  About taking a hard look at what we are willing to throw away, about what we should be letting it show us”.

Look around man(I say to myself).  If I wonder if something is going to sell and it does, don’t wonder if it’s going to keep selling, enjoy it!  As I’m progressing through being “self-employed”  I feel like I’m getting stronger with each week.  My organization is getting better, I’m sending out way more things and my sales have NEVER been so high.  It feels amazing but I have mixed feelings.
        The business is overwhelming since I know it will get busier around the holidays.

​         It's’ going to slow down at the first of the year.
I happen to be reading another book that is law of attraction, making your success real.  Ever since I have started thinking that way it has been happening.  Don’t worry about the busy or the what if.  I have plans, ideas and so much to explore.  It’s going to happen so believe in yourself and more importantly enjoy it as well!!

Idea:  Believe in what you are doing, know that it is going to happen and stop worrying so much!  You are awesome!!
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Well that’s my rant.  I think this was more getting my interpretation from these words out.  I just felt it, it resonated to what I’m going through at the moment.  I’m so grateful I had the time to come to these realizations and to reflect on them.
Now it’s off to teach and work on those etsy updates.  Have a great day, and thanks so much for reading if you made it all way through!!

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Love yourself- Love your life; My struggles and                                     Triumphs in doing so

7/30/2017

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  Yesterday I ticked off a big box off my to do list- took pictures for my Etsy account.  If you follow my social media happenings at all, you know I have a huge vending event coming up in 3 weeks (my largest event yet).  This task was really weighing on me.  I was totally stressing myself out about it, this super fun project to build my business.  I realized what it was turning it into in my head and felt better and better as I kept simplifying my plan.

 Initially I was going to do this huge shoot with multiple models.  In the end I was the model, and even when I got to the location I ditched my multiple outfits for a couple tank top changes to compliment the hats.  I was able to do this without feeling guilt or freakouts leading up to the shoot.  I proceeded as I felt so self conscious posing for the photos, but I got past it(shout out to one of my besties for complimenting me the whole time) and even had a blast!

 I knew if I enjoyed the experience and really took advantage of my surroundings that at the very least it would be a starting point for what I’m trying to accomplish creatively.  I got to spend time with great friends, explore, laugh and play. It was such a beautiful night.  The lighting couldn't have been better and connecting with nature like that really resonated with me.

 I couldn’t wait to look at these pictures, I drove home at 2 in the morning and downloaded them right away.  All I did when those babies popped up was look at the imperfections, my imperfections.  So I picked a fight with my boyfriend and went to bed.  I woke up this morning knowing I was irrational(already a  huge step for me) and thought about how I wanted to proceed, how I wanted to treat my creative work that I put too much love and passion into.

 I started with peace - with truth - with a kind heart toward myself.  Not feeling bad that I slept in (hey it’s the weekend and I was out late!) because this is what I would usually do.  I felt re-invigorated, excited to edit the photos and prioritized what else I needed to do today.  I told myself I wouldn’t look at my weight, or if my hair looked too frizzy.  I knew that no matter what that this project has value, that I have value.

 This may seem simple to most people, but to me, what I’ve been through and what I’ve put myself through - it’s life altering.  I grew up feeling so horrible and insecure.  I’ve faced so many trials, and have felt alone thought it all.  I’ve put so much blame on myself and hid from the world when I could have been out exploring it.  I’ve let anxiety and depression overtake my existence when there was so much in front of me to celebrate.

 I’ve been going through one of the largest transitions of my life this year.  Realizing the cycles my brain gets caught up in, and how to stop the negative from taking over my thoughts.  I’m slowly but surely learning to heal and live in the moment.  Coming to realize the things(and people) in my life that may not be good for me and letting those go.

 Appreciating the beautiful things I have been given and not to mention all the amazing people that have come into my life.  Knowing
I am enough, and how I’m so fortunate that the person I’m with Truly loves me.


So here’s to loving yourself, loving your life.  Because when you start to try, and keep trying- you will have so much more to be thankful for.

 I’m beyond ecstatic to look at this photo.  It’s my very favorite from the weekend and yes it’s touched up, but just enhanced.  It resembles my transition.  It shows how happy and free I’m becoming and I just had to put that energy out into the universe.  I feel more like me, nothing can compare and I wish the same for every other soul on this planet.

Thank you so much for reading!  Here’s to all of us giving ourselves more love, grace and confidence so we may fulfill our potential and spread that love to others as well.

-Jenna


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An Affirmation From the Heart

7/10/2017

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  I have been struggling with some serious anxiety and depression lately.  So much so, it has made me physically ill and I'm very determined for these feelings to not take over my life and what I want to get out of it.

  In response I have been attending a lot of wellness related classes that have helped me tremendously.  After attending several events this weekend, I wrote this affirmation the next day.  This text had no purpose, but I see it now as a path for me to follow when I feel that sinking feeling.  If this can help or relate to one person that is fantastic.  PLEASE feel free to comment or discuss on this post as I am so passionate about it's content.  It is by no means perfect, but I find it uplifting just the same.  Hope you enjoy :).

  "I honor myself for who I am and love thyself.  I am the only me and I have a purpose.  I can contribute what I have to offer and make a difference in the world around me, the way the universe calls me.  I will bring light wherever I go and approach all situations with an open heart.  I will have the time to accomplish all of my desires and will process all of them when the time is right.  I will overcome my obstacles with grace as they approach and celebrate the joys of life with purity.  Just as the world evolves, so do I.  I ebb and flow, I belong and everything will work out the way it is intended to.  Remembering not one single situation or object will complete me, it is more important to be present in the moment and live with intention.  I have hope, I have faith, I give and receive love".

As always thanks for reading!
-Jenna

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Thank you for the love Melinda!  I wouldn't be half the person I am without you in my life.  I'm very fortunate!!



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The Big Show:  Motor City Summer Tattoo Expo!!

5/1/2017

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Biggest News, Biggest Show, and the Biggest Smile on My Face!!

I am proud to announce I am officially registered to vend at the First Annual Motor City Tattoo Expo in August this year!!  Keep reading about this journey and how truly excited I am for this opportunity.

When getting accepted to this show, I quite frankly thought it was a long shot to get in. It’s quite possible I cried!

It all started about 6 years ago when I went to my first tattoo convention.  I was traveling around, as a tattoo collector and visiting a few conventions that season.  I remember to going to one in particular thinking, “Man, I want to spend some money on some stuff!”.  Nothing was really available and that thought stayed in the back of my mind.  I wanted things that fit my alternative lifestyle and fulfilled me a little bit, even if I couldn’t afford a tattoo that day.

My second thought was, “What a dream it would be if I could sell at a venue like this”.  People of like minds, appreciation for art, unique items, small business’ and the hustle that goes along with all of those things.  I had that thought hidden in the depths of my mind, and there it stayed for years.

Fast forward seasons later and I am developing my own small business...  Two years ago I moved back to Michigan and I knew it was my time to stop being afraid, have confidence in myself and just hit the ground running with my creative impulses- and I  haven’t stopped since.

I recently just accepted a more demanding 9-5 job, which on the upside has mandatory breaks and a predictable schedule so I am often working on my business during those down times at work.  
I was anxious about taking on this responsibility, what it would mean for my lifestyle and my small business I’m trying to grow.  But I'm really enjoying the structure, the challenge and the new skills I'm learning (eghem, see the awesome flyer I made at the top of this page.)

I heard of the convention when getting tattooed at the show in March from my buddies and thought maybe I could do the March show next year.  Again, just writing it off as a maybe one day option.  


One day I just knew I had to do it and thought, “Why the hell not?!”.  I had no idea what it would cost or the work involved, but I had to just contact them and ask if I could apply.  Even though I knew I’ve never really seen any hand makers at the show vending. About a week later I was accepted and was on a high for a while.  I crunched the numbers, set goals and now have an inventory and booth plan for the next 15 weeks to prepare for the show!!

I have so many exciting things planned, a photo shoot for my line, new Items to offer for the fall (which some still have to be designed- :) and other new shows I’ve been looking at for a while.  

I am challenged with advice that it's too much work. That it may compromise the quality of my life. But I say fuck that. I can do it, I can do anything I put my mind to so in free time I'm reading books like "Girl Boss" where I'm continually inspired and encouraged. I can take this task on, and you know what? I'm shooting to succeed!

This is my opportunity to create what I visualize my business to become. I am determined to not let anything hold me back, but enjoy the ride and have fun doing it! It's 3 day long show with a new booth set up, better advertising, product development, give-aways, and a site redesign. My two hands have their fingers crossed so hard it hurts.  

Reality is I may not sell a damn thing, or close to it.  But this is a dream, an opportunity and something I am so proud of just for having the courage to try.  I am so grateful for this opportunity and hope I have the time, energy and focus to post the process- the good and the bad.

If you are reading this, I appreciate it as this is such an amazingly huge step for me.  I am pulling out of a retail space I haven’t been fond of and after all the mental work and planning for my business the beginning of this year, I’m in awe of how this fits right into my plan,  It’s the most work I’ve had to take on, four times more expensive to get into any show I’ve done and technically out of season for my business and I’ve never been so ready for anything in my life!!

Let the carpal tunnel begin...
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Check out my new Photo Shop Skills!!
I think this will be showing up a bit in the next few months.
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Sites of the Ren, home of the convention.
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Becoming a #GIRLBOSS.  Fell in love with the Netflix series, and loving the book!  It's given my great energy and inspiration when I need it
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